So, um, yeah… it’s been a while since I have been on here. I have looked at the bookmarks and the app on my phone, and even thought “I should make a post”. I even have several ideas for posts floating around in my head (maybe I should write those down). Anyway, to the few of you who do follow me, I’m sorry. Life went crazy and I followed shortly behind. I have had several things on my plate recently, like job hunting, getting turned down by a million and one jobs (even though I nailed every interview!), dealing with and starting to pack to move, helping friends pack and move, having friends have surgery and then complications, and getting emotionally bombarded by pets passing away and things like that. (Dude, that was one major run on sentence.) Basically, I have been running on a low tank and not realizing it.
I will just hit a couple of those in this snippet. First off the friends with surgery and such. There is one that is still in the hospital, and thanks to God alone, she is going to the best rehab place that she can! She is leaving to go to it in the morning, so I went for a visit today. I’m glad I did 🙂 She is one awesome woman because in her illness, she GAVE me strength and helped to refresh me! Talk about a great woman! She is so amazing and I can’t wait when she comes back!!
I finish up my visit and I’m driving back to the house. While thinking about what to have for dinner, (Disclaimer: Pet lovers go past this, it’ll make you cry and upset) I see someone throw a kitten out of the car into traffic. I wasn’t sure what it was at first, but while driving I see it’s a kitten. I turned around and parked on the side of the road. I noticed that the poor baby was not dead, even though it appeared to be ran over. I couldn’t let it suffer… while traffic was clear I ran into the road and scooped the baby up. I had cardboard in my trunk, so I placed her on that at first (later I put her in a towel. I didn’t know what to do. I had this kitten and did, not, know. So I called my dad (because, what else are you going to do). I decided to take her to the emergency vets. I was about ten minutes away, but got there MUCH faster. She ended up having some REALLY bad injuries, so I had her put, (I’m having trouble writing this part) put to sleep. It was a little girl kitten and she was about 10ish weeks old. She did nothing but get born. People like that make me not very christian… Anyway, I brought her home to be buried.
I think that took a hard hit on me because I recently had some pets pass away. It was all from different things, but dang their timing. I’m still grieving over the most recent pet. I get moments where I’m sad, then I get ok. But it is kind of a lot in a short period of time. I thought I was stressed/burnt out before… man I had no clue what was coming.
I’ll finish this with I know God will not give me more than I can handle, He is always by my side, He is relentless towards me, and above all He IS ABLE.
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